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"3rd day of the 7th Ladeca:
The power of God is phenomenal.
Why didn't I recognize the holy existence until now?
If I had realized sooner, my dear daughter would not have suffered as she has...
I detest that she was born into a world of lies and hypocrisy. It is my fault that she is in this accursed land of Erinn.
The holy one proclaimed that my journey is the divine test of my faith. This is the path that will lead Erinn to the holy paradise.
And his blessing will cure my daughter as they cure this world. That though alone gets me up every day, even as I am soaked in the morning's dew."
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"4th day of the 7th Ladeca:
The holy one granted me the holy water. Following his orders,
I gave it to the gentle animals of Blago Prairie.
As soon as they consumed it, they sprang to life. Seeing them prance in the aftermath, full of life, I found a new appreciation for God's grace.
They reminded me of my daughter, once so full of life. We spent the day in this field long ago, picking grapes from the vine.
The memory of it is almost to much to bear...
When this holy quest is complete, I will make sure to return here with her."
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"6th day of 7th Ladeca:
God's will has been spoken to me more and more often as of late. I believe he is begining to favor me.
I have planted his blessings across Erinn. Perhaps now the clensing wave will finally sweep over this land and wipe away the dirt and hypocrisy.
Only then will his mercy heal my darling daughter.
I know, because I can feel his power within my breast, beating like fire when I pray for wisdom.
My life will be his, as it should be."
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"9th day of the 7th Ladeca:
I have been losing consciousness during my prayers recently.
The sensation is difficult to describe, as if my spirit were leaving my body to fly near heaven.
The holy one said that this is one of the stigmas, that was proof of my connection to the divine.
If bearing this strange fate will do anything for my daughter, I will accept it with arms wide open."
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"14th day of the 7th Ladeca:
I must pray more. I must pray harder.
God... He wants me."
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"16th day of the 7th Ladeca:
The pilgrimage is only days away. I will finally see my daughter soon.
Recently, praying... a-answer t-to m-my p-prayer...
Y-y-yes... I-i..."
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"19th day of the 7th Ladeca:
I couldn't help but laugh when i read the entry I wrote last Baltane.
I must have nodded off while I was praying.
Thanks to our tireless pilgrimage, I have seen holy marks all across Erinn.
I believe the last ritual is about to begin. My heart fills with indescribably joy at that thought.
I will stand at God's side with my daughter in my arms."
